Daves' Got The Gun

Photography:

2009-11-13T19:25:00.001-08:00

Still life VS. life

XO

2009-08-19T19:23:00.000-07:00

Hiatus., TTYS!

<3

2009-08-12T08:06:00.000-07:00

The Nextmen Ft. Ms Dynamite - The Lion's Den

2009-07-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

LOVE THIS.. This song is my most on repeat this week, so new song of the week.
Listen/Web Link: The Nextmen Myspace

Obsessed with Farmville

2009-07-17T12:34:00.001-07:00

So there are applications for almost any type web device now a days and this is a new one on Facebook and its named 'Farmville'. It is super addicting and basically a farm builder game.A more popular version of this farming simulator is named 'Farmtown'. It has different shittier graphics. You might already been farming with that application but I tried out both and 'Farmville' is a lot cuter and easier to use. At first you might think its not too exciting but the exciting part is once you gain experience you can get creative and make it your own with many different options and items to collect.

May he poop on my knee?

2009-07-09T12:03:00.001-07:00

So if the benny lava track didnt do it for you... watch this video..

Not here to make friends?

2009-07-07T13:52:00.000-07:00

Clips of the famous reality tv quote of the decade.. "i'm not here to make friends" .. Ever notice all the people who are not on a reality show to make friends, always lose. then maybe people should start being more friendly..

Ponyo !!

2009-07-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

So this anime looks amazing!! it comes out this summer and I hope to see it in the theater!

The conduit is closing.

2009-07-07T00:47:00.000-07:00

So if your not going to watch the 3 hour lecture I posted before this post in my HMMMm section then at least watch this with an open mind. I highly suggest watching the lecture if you have time and an open mind or at least a mind.

Truth

2009-07-07T00:28:00.000-07:00

This seminar is a few hours long but it is one of the most enlightening exciting seminars i've 'attended'.. this is 1 of 45

My key to happiness

2009-07-06T22:31:00.001-07:00

Has been youtube.. People have been asking me how am I so happy? its because i'm finally learning. I never learned anything in school. I never payed attention because it all bored me and didnt make me feel fulfilled or smarted. Thankfully to the internet and especially, youtube I can view programs that i'm truly interested in, which I share in my Hmmm section. If you check out my youtube status you could see that I've watched about 3000 videos. That is a LOT of information so when you ask me what drug am i on its called knowledge. That is what is making me feel so inspired and happy everyday, So if you sick and tired of Seinfeld reruns and your unhappy maybe do yourself a favor and learn and watch something your interested in. Thats why I dont really watch tv ever and if I lived on my own I wouldn't even have tv.

My first paintings.

2009-07-06T16:01:00.000-07:00

CLICK PAINTINGS FOR LARGER SIZE

So I recently took up painting, part of this whole listen to my thoughts thing that is going on in my life. today I was laying in bed and all of a sudden I was pulled into the front room by my thoughts and finished my paintings that have been sitting for a couple days... There are more to come and this just the beginning.

SpiWaRePlu Salad with Curried EVOO Raspberry Jam Dressing

2009-07-04T13:14:00.001-07:00

Spinach Walnut Red Pepper & Plum Salad with a Curried Extra Virgin Olive Oil Raspberry Jam Dressing.

Ingredients:

1 Handful of Spinach
1 Plum
1 Red Pepper
1/2 Cup Walnuts

1/4 Tsp Curry Spice
1Tsp Extra Virgin Olive Oil
1Tsp Raspberry Jam

Dice up spinach, plum and red peppers into bit size pieces.

Use the flat knife to crush the whole walnuts.

Toss in bowl.

Mix curry spice with the EVOO in a separate dish and add the raspberry jam.

Heat in microwave or on stove until dressing is runny and drizzleable.

Serve and chow down.

BONUS:
You could also squeeze a lemon overtop or add 1/4tsp of coriander spice.
1/4Tsp Salt

Prefered complimentary beverage to wash down:
1) Glass Of Lemonade
2) African Red Bush Tea (Red Tea)

Shaznay - Don't Know What To Say

2009-07-04T13:09:00.000-07:00

I'm a huge All Saints and Shaznay fan. I love her solo cd she released a few years ago, full of amazing classics and for some reason I missed this track and it showed up on my ipod in shuffle and its my new jam of the week. Very good and lyrics are exactly how I been feeling as of recent.

Listen/DL: Shaznay - Don't Know What To Say
Web Link: Shaznay Myspace

Rye Rye ft M.I.A - BANG! (Video)

2009-07-03T10:44:00.000-07:00

This song be rocking my thighs.

Listen/DL: Rye Rye ft M.I.A. - Bang
Web Link: M.I.A. Myspace
Web Link: Rye Rye Myspace
Twitter: M.I.A.
Twitter: Rye Rye

Whats next for me?

2009-07-03T09:56:00.000-07:00

Ok so i got the ball rolling on my life and i'm feeling back on top of my game. This new mind frame is really setting my life into a natural flow and i'm doing everything i thought i couldn't do and each day is only better then the last. Full of more life and love and i'm almost have a permanent smile. Some things i still need to learn and tune into my flow. other things i still want to change is to completely diminish all negative thoughts, I have been doing a very very very good job at reaching this goal but a couple times in the day i have a negative thought. Its ok as i've progressed very far from where i was days, weeks, months, and years ago. I'm really progressing into a full love frequency which is my ultimate goal. some things that are going to start coming into play in my life and some things i'm going to be practicing are, calling my mom everyday, saying hello to strangers on the street, producing music again, painting everyday, eating completely organic, giving more gifts, stretching everyday, jogging everyday, writing daily poetry/lyrics, daily video blogging, exploring new creative urges (jewelery, clothing design), singing, and dance classes, and yoga. stopping in my path for a moment and people watching, I KNOW all this will be in full effect by the end of the year and at the rate my life is exploding, probably within in a few weeks. Keep on keepin on.

Sidewalk Photography

2009-07-03T08:29:00.000-07:00

So on the way to go see my mom on canada day, i walked the walk and took these photos within my neighborhood . i'm very proud they turned out very nice. :)

Little Boots - New In Town

2009-07-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

This is my new song of the week. its such a catchy pop song, I really love it and the chorus is just so fun to sing once you know the lyrics.

Listen/DL: Little Boots - New In Town
Video: Little Boots - New In Town
Web Link: Little Boots Myspace

Recent Personal Changes

2009-07-03T07:27:00.000-07:00

Http://davesgotthegun.blogspot.com

A video blog about myself and some personal changes i've made which have stemmed from my recent mind frame growth and change.

Mom

2009-07-01T12:56:00.000-07:00

Today is Canada day but I know it better as my mothers birthday. She was born on this day 61 years ago so needless to say shes mad a huge impact on the world. She is my mother, she is directly connect to the beautiful life I'm experiencing now. I am out at my sisters and waiting for her to finish getting ready and were about to get out to save on food and grab some stuff to take over to our mom's home and celebrate with her all evening. While my sister is getting ready she announces something to me which would normally make some peoples heart drop but my frame of mind is prepared for almost anything is to come. My sister mentions that my mom woke up a couple days ago, Monday morning, and believes she had a heart attack. My mom is ok. My mom's sister is actually in the hospital so I believe that my moms heart is under a lot of stress and being over used and drained as she puts all her thoughts towards her sister. My mom has us in mind before anyone else she I was surprised to learn this because when I called her a couple days ago and she didn't mention anything. I believe in my heart that she will never die. I'm truly not afraid of death. No one ever really dies and i'm thankfull to have this thought process as my sister believes she will be devistated once my mother is called upon by the universe. I dont know what to tell her to help her prepare but I can try. I can't change people but I know when she needs me I can be there for her. My heart is my moms heart so it is always with her no matter what happens and what form she takes. I love my mom and happy birthday mom.

LETS PUT THINGS INTO PERSPECTIVE

2009-07-01T02:42:00.000-07:00

How small are you and your problems? How big are you and your solutions?

The Obama Deception

2009-07-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

He's saving the world right? your world?

Architects Of Control

2009-07-01T02:23:00.001-07:00

Nano , The Next Dimension

2009-07-01T01:52:00.000-07:00

This is very interesting.

The Journey

2009-06-30T23:59:00.001-07:00

Subliminal Manipulation

2009-06-28T13:44:00.000-07:00

So i been going on this youtube binge and starting to find more and more videos i like, and i am finding these videos easily because youtube is paying attention to what i'm viewing and rating and what i'm not rating.... i'm using the tools provided to therefore gain more of the information i'm looking for... Now in my reccomended box there are lots of interesting things comming up .. and this morning has been a Subliminal Message binge of videos, and they are pretty interesting..

From drinking to painting.

2009-06-28T11:00:00.001-07:00

So things have been getting crazy around here, Well not crazy but quite the party.. In the past 2 weeks i have gotten hammed everyday except yesterday and a couple days before that. Needless to say i have the weirdest eye ache that starts in the corner of my and goes right to the back of my head. Soooo not fun.. I think it is from this binge.. Anyways, I just couldn't goto work because it has made me pretty sick and now i'm turned a new..... again....... for the 10th time..... But seriously this time I think I wont be drinking for a long time. I know summer has just begun but here in Vancouver its been like over 2 months of super hot dry weather, i'm kinda done and i want fall... but that is months away... My birthday is coming up and I'm thinking of just spending it with my parents or maybe just a couple friends for dinner or maybe I won't do anything. I had to get a new hobbie so what did I do? I went out and purchased a bunch of acrylic paint and brushes and canvasses and started painting! It is actually really exciting and rewarding. I have been inspired by pictures of galaxies and nebula and black holes and all those fun words/things out there above. It mind boggling to think that the pictures of these items in space are actually millions of light years across and such. In anyway they are inspiring and I will be posting pictures soon once they develope a bit more.

The Real Facts & True History of the Ancient Pyraminds

2009-06-28T00:19:00.000-07:00

Resistance is Futile

2009-06-28T00:15:00.000-07:00

Learn to learn.

2009-06-27T23:51:00.000-07:00

For those of you who know me you may consider me to be smart... I didnt really do well in school, and in grade 12 i pretty much only went to computer class...... Maybe this is why i feel so enlightened now a days and i can realize my intelligence & street smarts because i skipped so much school..

2012 Matrix Singularity Seminar

2009-06-27T17:22:00.000-07:00

This is what I spend most of my time researching, I find it too interesting. Change is changing!

New video game controller... your mind?

2009-06-27T15:28:00.000-07:00

this is so neat and intriguing to wonder what will be next.... its this game you play but you just wear a headband and think about moving the ball around and the ball moves. ok so maybe this techonology is very basic right now, but who knows what tommorw will bring.. anyone who follows my Hmm section knows i love me some future and i love me some techonology and when i saw this i got excited.

Jackson 5 - I Want You Back (Chew Fu Big Room Remix)

2009-06-25T20:05:00.000-07:00

In celebration of MJ i need to post this remix which i found a while ago and has been totally revived with the recent event.... I love MJ so much and this remix is pretty hot...

Listen/DL: Jackson 5 - I Want You Back (Chew Fu Big Room Remix)

More MARU!

2009-06-25T02:23:00.001-07:00

oh em gee, you should hear the sounds that come out of me when i see a new kitty video for the first time... i love cats. omg i'm drooling i'm so happy

Video Journal - Employment Part 2

2009-06-24T14:49:00.001-07:00

Ciara - Work (VIDEO)

2009-06-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

I KNEW TODAY WAS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY! OMG MISSY ELLIOTS NEW PART KICKS ASS! I only have been awake for 5 mins and i saw zac effup fall on tmz. a pile of kitties on youtube and THE NEW CIARA VIDEO!!! Bitch brings its back and does her thang on it.. Bitch u bedda work!

Obama has no respect for life or you.

2009-06-24T00:07:00.000-07:00

This makes me sad, he has no respect for life. no matter how insignificant you have been brainwashed to think a fly is, to me its still life and should not be taken away. no I'm not just sensitive I'm just real. think of all the beautiful things the fly has seen and places its been... and think of all the beautiful things you have seen, ... now it no longer can view anything. just think of what other bad decisions he is making..... Even listen to the douche in the background "*clap* *clap* NICE!!!!" makes me fucking sick to think he is in charge... this makes me hope someone teaches him a good lesson and swats his fucking life away. not just Peta.. I'm not too worried tho because karma is real. Its just a fly? your just a mc donalds snogging, chemtrail breathing, rent paying suburban cunt. ok maybe that was harsh but if you dont respect all life you dont respect your own.

Beautiful Imagery and Art

2009-06-24T00:01:00.001-07:00

this video was suggested to me by youtube based on all the other videos i been rating and watching. i love youtube...

and this video, its full of extremely beautiful and inspiring imagery.

Erykah Badu - The Healer

2009-06-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

This track has been rockin my boat this week and its a nice lay down kinda trip hop track.. Newly added to my summer chill playlist.

Listen/DL: Erykah Badu - The Healer
Web Link: Erykah Badu Myspace
Web Link: Erykah Badu Twitter

Metric - Monster Hospital (MSTRKRFT Remix)

2009-06-23T23:25:00.000-07:00

So clearly this song is ancient but this REMIX is new to my ears and has revived the track and its made its way ontop my dance summer playlist... listen to it below..

Listen/DL: Metric - Monster Hospital (MSTRKRFT Remix)
Web Link: Metric Myspace

OMG LOLs

2009-06-23T10:26:00.000-07:00

Has your world of warcraft online game ever been cancled? No? well this is what will happen if it does, this is why youtube exists.

Dream

2009-06-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

So i had a really wild dream. and i usually can remember spicific things about my dreams and then take those specific 'nouns' and search them up in a dream dictionary but last night i had the most wild dream ever. I seriously have woken up feeling like I have dremt of everything. Not only did i see some amazing beautiful things but i got to hang out with everyone, ugh this is hard to explain.. which is why i'm not looking up everything because the list would go forever. I remember and can still see when i close my eyes parts of the dream... And i wish you could feel elightened like i do this morning. I woke up and just realised some major things but there aer no words to describe it. Like for example I saw the image above in my dream but i was actually there and the colors were 40000000000000000000 more brighter and it was in motion being sucked in by a black hole.... big blue and pink swirling fluffy coulds mixing together and creating new colors...

I feel amazing.. and full of love.

When i woke up i remember a line from a documentary i was watching in my dream and the documentary was about the mayan calendar or 2012 or life or soemthing and the guy (some sientist) said in the dream "we now know that there is a place on earth where all matters exist"

and that is how i feel.. i feel like the universe (which is small compared to the whole) is MINE! This is one of the best days of my life. I been having the time of my life recently, to the point that i'm annoying people with how happy i am... well not people.. but i annoyed one person who expressed his disgust via facebook to our 70 mutual friends so i blocked him, now he cant hear about it. problem solved.. (no it wasnt Jared)

after i woke up in amazement i realise it was 7-o-clock exactly... exactly 7am.. so since i was out last night at the beach with bffs drinking i was a bit headachey around that time, i also knew i should go back to bed incase i had to dream more.. and i did start dreaming again. but this time i knew/felt that i was going to dream SO I GOT TO CONTROL IT ALL... and i did all the things i wanted to do and wanted to feel. i got to play in a pile of kitties, all these cute kids were following me around saying that they knew who i was.... i got to fly around and walk through walls, i got to ride the PENIS-go-round... (yeah that pretty much describes itself) and visit beautiful exotic places and see new creatures that i never in a million dreams would envision.

needless to say, i'm totally not hungover at all and ready to take on the day.!!

-xoxo

B-52s - Juliet Of Spirits

2009-06-22T15:59:00.000-07:00

The work cd at Value Village sucks for the most part, full of country and most of the 80s garbage. BUT, This jem sticks out and i dance the whole time its playing when it comes on.. Its my jam of the week, i have no idea how old is it.. but its new to my ears..

Listen/DL: B-52s - Juliet Of Spirits

OMG 2012

2009-06-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

Kities awww.

2009-06-20T02:44:00.000-07:00

Time Accelleration

2009-06-15T01:54:00.001-07:00

True Blood Season 2 !!!

2009-06-14T23:47:00.000-07:00

My favorite tv series is back and season 2 started tonight and was full of amazing twists and shits and I cried and laughed all in an hour.. LOVES IT... Check out tonight's episode in the link below. unfortunately I don't have HBO or whatever channel its on. Season 1 is also out on DVD ps and it is MINE, but still in stores until next paycheck.

Web Link: Season 2 Episode 1 Full HQ
Listen/DL: Jace Everet - Bad Things (Opening Theme Song)

OMG New reason to use the internet

2009-06-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

Go here and try.

Green Tea Label

This torn green tea is creamed with the highly bloody, gaping flavor of tart green tampons and the obese, sweet flavor of orange dildos. This trio shows up a refreshing juicy ritual - either queefed hot or over drugs.

Hmmm

2009-06-12T01:33:00.000-07:00

I dont know enough information about what this guy is saying to know whats true and whats not.

Down with the Dip.

2009-06-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

what a crappy sleep, I totally didnt have a solid sleep last night and usually when that happens in the early morning hours i tend to have weird dreams,, well dreams that i can at least remember.. i had a dream last night that i was trying to find Beyonce as she was preforming in Vancouver that night. By checking out her Twitter she mentioned she liked how she could find this specific food brand in Vancouver and it was near 'Daves hotel' or something, so i figured it out... And then it was out the door to catch up to her. I was running around with this black makeup artist who would do my makeup in random places and i tried to glue on some eyelashes and i ended up almost gluing my eye closed. We were doing makeup on the side of the road in east Van (Salusburry Drive and Pender for my east van peeps.) And 3 Eminem looking kids walked by screaming gay and then one crossed the street and farted and i laught showing him that i thought that was funny and he was so cool just incase he was thinking about coming and kicking the shit outta me. Then next I remember my makeup artist and I were at an airport out in the runway area with no planes and we were digging a huge hole and my makeup artist friend turned into Colin Farrel, Then next I remember we were at my old old house on 60th avenue and in the basement where i use to live. it looked like how i remember it except there was a high table on the side of the room with 2 chairs and then what looked like 2 other chairs of a different height which were just near the table but couldn't fit cause there was only room for the 2 chairs. After a while I was trying to convince Colin to fuck me but he would but he did agree on masturbating with me so all of a sudden there was a rack of my favorite clothes separating us and i couldn't see him so i kept shuffling the clothes to get a look but he was gone, so i got up and walked towards the other side of the room and noticed the door was ajar and i could recognize some of my moms clothing threw the opening so i went out and my mom had fallen and was plopped sitting horizontal on the bottom stair and her right leg hanging to the floor level. And she has that dead glazed fish eyes thing going on that only dead people i would assume would look like once they die... I felt her skin and she was dead. she dropped a little dishy cup full of my dads holiday dip (which is so good PS) on the floor which hadn't spilled and was intact and she was totally dead and i woke up saying "mom" "mom?"

how fucked..

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i try to not take this symbolism too seriously but it seems to always have some significance, and i think the roots of the symbolism in the dream dictionary do come from some kind of study and meaning, i dont think someone just decided to start giving random things meanings so lemme type out some things i remember..

AIRPORT
To dream of a deserted airport, indicates that your travel plans will be changed or delayed.

MAKEUP
To dream that you are applying make-up, suggests that you are trying to cover up or conceal an aspect of yourself. Alternatively, it indicates that you are putting on your best face forward. You are trying to enhance your self-image and increase your sense of self-confidence.

DIGGING
To dream that you are digging, indicates that you are working too hard to uncover the truth in a problem that is haunting you. You may also be overly preoccupied with trying to find out about yourself , your reputation, and your self-identity. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are working on getting to the root of some issue. Or the dream could be a metaphor to imply an insult.

BASEMENT
To dream that you are in a basement, symbolizes your unconscious mind and intuition. The appearance of the basement is an indication of your unconscious state of mind and level of satisfaction.�It represents primal urges, animalistic desires and basic needs. The dream may also be metaphor for "abasement" or being "debased". Are you feeling humbled or unworthy?
To dream that the basement is in disarray and messy, signifies some confusion in which you need to sort out. It may also represent your perceived faults and shortcomings.

STAIRS
To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs, indicates that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual/emotional/material journey.

MOTHER
To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.

DEATH
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

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As pretty much none of you know I been reflecting inward for a long while now. I started spending my online time studying topics on the universe and how things work in hopes of searching within myself at the same time. I been having a hard time being me, well being the me that i know exists within me. I am a creative person but I rarely created and i hope to tap into and find some kind of inner inspiration, motivation and change..Its frustrating when time is passing but things you been working very hard at have little or no progression. I want to be able to set my creative juice in motion. i wanna fucking juice everywhere so everyone can know whats deep within me because i truly feel like everyone should know how different and unique i am and how creative i can be and how good i can do something when i set out to do it. Its in there and its real and its amazing. I been bringing some change into my life and have decided to move out from roommates into my own place in hopes it make help this situation. I set out to move on august first but i haven;t found anything just yet. i'm not too picky but would prefer a safeish location.. i dont wanna be walking all around Hastings or anything. I hope to stay near my work in East Vancouver so i dont have to purchase a bus pass. Who knows what tomorrow will bring as i know it looks nothing like yesterday.

Amerie - Why R U? (New Video)

2009-06-08T22:37:00.000-07:00

I still love love love singing and dancing to this song...

Find more videos like this on The Celebrity Network

Kymatica - Documentary

2009-06-08T22:24:00.001-07:00

One of my best hour and twenty minuets spent on the internet involved this video.

And now the good stuff..

2009-06-06T11:53:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow is just a step away. head for that horizon.

so after feeling depressed and venting out on my blog about whatever is on my mind, I try to be quick to hide it with new post after new post. This morning I vented about what had been making me upset over the last 24 hours and after a nice brunch and a shower I decided it would only be fitting to talk about what is new and different in my life which always turns into something happy. Its been over a week now at my new job Value Village and its been kinda surreal. I feel at home more then ever and my co workers are slowing becomming my best friends. There is soooo much to do at my work that the days seriously fly by like a chemtrail plane. You dont notice it was ever there until its gone over! Even with an extra eye on the clock on a hungover day it still seems to zoom by. I guess this is a good thing but maybe a bad thing since I may not think twice about another drink when i'm out, But when have I ever thought twice about another drink. I have spent about 600$ since i've started which is not a good thing for my wallet but its an amazing beautiful thing for my wordrobe. Yesterday I had started to realise what everyone was telling me all along that there is always going to be something that you need to buy. Before I worked there I didn't believe the announcements that said they get 1000s of things in daily because i'd return and still see some of the same things but now since working there there is an endless supply of shit and the faster the truck is unloaded and it gets put out the faster they head to the warehouse and pick up more shit. I've been told by my co workers that after about 3 months you pretty much have everything you ever wanted and the need to buy dissolves. I had told myself in the past that I would never wear the same outfit twice so I'm not sure how true this will be for me since I easily get tired of my clothing after one wear. As an inspiring stylist this could be a launching pad and things seem to be pointing in some great directions. I'm totally clickign with this one girl Amelia who is pretty much my new best friend. She is the it girl. She is my age and for the last 11 years shes been a top model... like a real model..... like a real live real model.. So its been great hearing all the stories of her previous jet setting life and shes very humble and not a bitch like you think the industry may change you into. She knows EVERYONE who should be my friend in Vancouver. One of her best friends is THE TOP stylist in Vancouver and is getting most of the works and YES we already have plans to all hang out.. Shes got my taste in style and we just basically hang out all day and shop but get paid to.. lol .. My life is still great and thinking about this stuff excites me. I can see all these different paths in front of me and I just need to decide on what to do and where to go and who to bring along for the ride. I am really excited to have her as a new friend and not just because of what shes done but who she is. It seems life places people infront of me and things end up just working out for the most part. I do admit I often look back and think of things like "what if i went left instead of right? where would i be now and who would i know" but then i feel at home and realize that ive always been where i'm suppose to be. Working at Value Village has also inspired me to move out of where i'm living into my OWN OWN place with no one else except me. My roommates are very nice people dont get me wrong, we've had some excellent times and laughed pretty hard but I feel like my own space is the next step and I had givin my notice this past week to move out August 1st. This is ample time and it will give me enough time to save up a fair bit. I'm really stoked on finding and making my own nest.. Like really stoked... So needless to say that I been very happy this last month, the happiest i've ever been and the recently depressing sad thoughts withing the last 24 hours are pretty much just because I don't have someone special to share it with. That's the only thing a boyfriend/love is good for is to share your joy and have someone who cares view your joy and even the bad stuff. Now that I vented all the bad and all the good out in one day its time for one of my favorite things to do with a clear mind and thats head downtown and walk around all day... xo

Tiga - Shoes (Mr Oizo Remix)

2009-06-06T10:52:00.000-07:00

Like all manifested amazing things in the world, Tiga is from Canada. He has a new album comming out this year and I just recently found this remix of one of his first big releases. Most basic lyrics mixed with a great baseline will result in me dancing.

Listen/DL: Tiga - Shoes (Mr Oizo Remix)
Web Link: Tiga Myspace
Web Link: Tiga Twitter
Web Link: Mr Oizo Myspace
Web Link: Mr Oizo Twitter

One?

2009-06-03T00:38:00.001-07:00

I felt inspired today, and I was. I always am.

Do you believe in what you see?

2009-06-02T05:51:00.000-07:00

I feel inspired today.

OMGGG

2009-06-01T21:18:00.000-07:00

So i usually post cat videos cause i love cats but this is so cute, and its pretty much a cat.

Get Em Mamis - Work

2009-05-31T12:44:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg new fav song of the week.. This track is had that Baltimore sound, reminds me of miss Rye Rye if she has a bunch of featuring friends in her track. I just found out about this group and will definatly be keepin an eye out for them.

Listen DL: Get Em Mamis - Work
Web Links: Get Em Mamis' Myspace

Web Links

2009-05-31T04:28:00.001-07:00

The Cardigans - My Favorite Game

2009-05-31T00:17:00.000-07:00

Remember how sweet this song is? Well now you do. i'd love for a new The Cardigans album.. This song has been in my favorites playlist for the week. I really think I would rock this song in karaoke.

Listen DL: The Cardigans - My Favorite Game
Web Link: The Cardigans Myspace

The Virgins - Teen Lovers (The Shoes Remix)

2009-05-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

I have no idea how old this track is but the remix is new and its fresh on my playlist.... IMO the original isn't as good as this remix because it kinda sounds just like 'Rich Girls' but with a different guitar riff, but I should expect that from a guitar I guess. In 'The Shoes' remix they add this chick in and it makes it a sweet dance track.... 2009, year of the remix..

Listen/DL: The Virgins - Teen Lovers (The Shoes Remix)
Web Link: The Shoes Myspace
Web Link: The Virgins Myspace
Video Link: The Virgins - Teen Lovers (Live In Paris)

My new religion is GAGA

2009-05-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

Shes got it figured out. I'm so proud of her. I think love is the biggest lie we've even been told. I care about people and about who I get intimate with. Future boyfriends who may be reading this know that If you get to see me more then one time (which is usually all I want) that I'd consider you a boyfriend, but I'd like to change that word to Sexfriend. Along with that know i would have more then 1 sex friend, I don't think I'll ever be exclusive again, i truly don't feel like its in my nature.. Below is her new video which is very well done.

Web Link: Lady Gaga Twitter

The Streets - He's Behind you, He's Got Swine Flu

2009-05-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

Seriously, this is totally the jam of the season! The Streets press out a hot track and and make a fucking dance track about the swine flu... You gotta watch the video and listen to this hot jam.

Listen/DL: The Streets - He's Behind You, He's Got Swine Flu.
Web Link: The Streets Myspace

Biodiversity.

2009-05-26T00:57:00.001-07:00

I like hearing news like this.

The Virgins - Rich Girls (Le Castle Vania Remix)

2009-05-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

This is my new song of the week. Its the next song to repeat after my Amerie obsession last week. It's a great dance track and they harmonize the chorus perfectly with the electro guitar sounds.

Listen/DL: The Virgins - Rich Girls (Le Castle Vania Remix)
Web Link: The Virgins Myspace
Web Link: Le Castle Vania Myspace

Help

2009-05-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

i dunno why but i cant handle my liquor.. I been trying to not drink now for... wow, for years... but everyday or second day i drink. I would sayi need helpbut realisticly only i can stop myself from drinking. Ontop of that I also cant stop smoking weed. Addictions are crazy and controlling me and it sucks. i raelly do want to be the best me there is but i'm just in such a shitty mind place. My debt is getting larger and my life is getting more and more difficult. In general im' a very happy person until i do raelly stupid things liek get trashed on wensday i dunno what else to say and i dunno what else to do. i tried hibernating and i tried being social nothign seems to satisify me or my mind. i feel like i'm in danger. i feel out of control of my destiny and i feel sorry for myself. i feel like the physicial me is very different then the inner me and all i can do really is watch my psysical me. i been trying for a while now to combine the two and get a hold of my reality but ii end up drowning it in vodka or numbing it with a joint.... fuck this sucks. for how long is this going to go on? what sucks is i dont even know what my issue is and i'm just not learning from my mistakes...

The Future Of My Music Taste Section.

2009-05-20T10:18:00.000-07:00

So i got a nice little email from someone, well come sompany about the posted remix of Black Eyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow and how i was violating copywrite laws which does make too much sence because, 1, i did not upload the song, 2 the link i found I found with google, But of course google wont get in trouble because google = the government they can do shit and not get in trouble for it. So i'm thinking of making a separate blog and when I do you'll read about it here. I just don't want to jeopardize all my posts from the previous years.

The end of the world?

2009-05-19T01:37:00.001-07:00

Black Eyed Peas - Imma Be

2009-05-18T22:49:00.000-07:00

I hope this is the next single... hot hot hot track. I'm getting excited for this album... so far 2009 is better then 2008! didn't think it would happen..

Listen/DL: Black Eyed Peas - Imma Be

Amerie - Why R U? (New Single)

2009-05-18T11:33:00.000-07:00

Damn! I can't stop listening to Why R U? The new single from Amerie's 4th coming album out this July.. She may not be all on the #1 spot but she makes them a+ tracks. Shes the only one who bang that jazz. Her, Brandy & T-boz my favorite singers and Why R U is defiantly another hit for my Amerie. (well at least in the UK *where the music on the radio is better*)

Listen/DL: Amerie - Why R U?
Web Link: Amerie Myspace
Web Link: Amerie Twitter

Quimby the Mouse

2009-05-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

Neat animation...

Desktop

2009-05-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

because i'm so bored i thought id share what my desktop looks like! you can click the image to see a clearer/bigger version. super lucky to have a widescreen i can souble up with tweetdeck and firefox... makes it easy to blogggggGGGGGG

Oh Janice you remind me of last weekend. er everyweekend.

2009-05-14T16:43:00.001-07:00

Lady Sovereign - I Got You Dancing (Jack Beats Remix)

2009-05-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

This remix is the best production i've herd using Lady Sov vocals... We all can only love Lady Sov so much. I'm thinking about going to her concert because she has some great producers behind her. But something about her is doochy, if there were such a word for females.. Jack Beats is pressing out some of the best summer 2009 music so far.

Listen/DL: Lady Sovereign - I Got You Dancing (Jack Beats Remix)
Web Link: Lady Sovereign Myspace
Web Link: Jack Beats Myspace
Twitter: Lady Sovereign

Killaqueenz - Bitches

2009-05-13T15:15:00.000-07:00

These girls are harsh my track of the week a great dance hip hop track. They can spit. Especially the 2nd verse chick.. "Wrecked, Ruined, Damaged, Ripped! Cross my path ya ass a get whiped."

Listen/DL: KillaQueenz - Bitches
Web Link: KillaQueenz Myspace

How much are your groceries?

2009-05-12T14:03:00.000-07:00

Serious food shortages to come?

Multiple Choice Poll

Ak Sent Ft Beanie Man - Zingy

2009-05-12T13:51:00.001-07:00

Forgot about this song.... loves it.

Listen/DL: Ak Sent Ft Beanie Man - Zingy
Web Link: Ak Sent Myspace

Sonic Commercial: Late Night Snackin

2009-05-11T08:47:00.001-07:00

FINALLY!! This is the 1st Sonic Commercial i've laughed at ever.. It got me good.. loves it... i finally was able to find it online..

2 snakes in a box

2009-05-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

6:20 am

so i had another really vivid dream, which never happens at all, i you been following my journal you'd see that it doesnt happen often and when it does i remember a lot.. so here it goes, here is another one that sounds better then the last one and its interesting to see how the topics relate to eachother.. anyways if do this just for myself so i dont forget. if you do read below note that most o the thigns they are talking about are not all things i experienced in my dream but things other people may experienced and i observed. anyways, fucked up dream.

Camera
To dream that the camera is broken, indicates that you are ignoring an issue or refusing to see the big picture.
*guys/ sisters friends trying to steal my camera from me on granville st but i escaped

Robbery
To dream that you have been robbed, denotes that you are experiencing an identity crisis or you are suffering some sort of loss in your life. Alternatively, you may feel that someone has stolen your success or has taken credit for something you did.

City
To see a city in your dream, signifies a sense of community and your social environment.

Sister
To see your sister in your dream, symbolizes some aspect of your relationship with her, whether it one of sibling rivalry, caring, protectiveness, etc. Your sister may draw attention to your family role and sense of belonging. It may also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has characteristics similar to your sister. Alternatively, your sister may be a metaphor to refer to a nun. In this case, she may represent spiritual issues.

Break
To dream that you break something, indicates that changes are ahead for you. You want to change the direction that your life is headed. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to take things slower.
*Broken door by a friend, upon my arrival at my sisters friends place

Door
To dream that you are entering through a door, signifies new opportunities that will be presented before you. You are entering into a new stage in your life and moving from one level of consciousness to another. whereas a door that opens into the inside, denotes your desire for inner exploration and self-discovery.

Drunk
To�dream that you are drunk, suggests that you are acting careless and insensible. You are losing control of your life and losing a grip on reality. Perhaps you are trying to escape from a waking situation.

Stairs
To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs, indicates that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual/emotional/material journey.

Coworker
To see your coworkers in your dream, highlights aspects of your waking relationship with them, including difficulties/support. It signifies your ambition, struggles and competitive nature. If the coworkers in your dream are not your actual coworkers, then they may pertain to some psychological business that you need to work on. Work-related dreams can also often be linked to stress at work.

To dream that you are training someone to take your place, suggests that you are moving toward deeper inner development. You are leaving behind old attitudes and are looking toward the future.

Job

To dream about your current job, suggests that you need to work harder or be more effective at work. There may be something or some task that must be done at once.�You may be overworked or preoccupied with work. You need to make time for leisure and relaxation

Bed
To see your bed in your dream, represents your intimate self and discovery of your sexuality. If you are sleeping in your own bed, then it denotes security and restoration of your mind. If the bed is unmade, then it indicates that certain secrets will soon be exposed or revealed.

Box
To see a box in your dream, signifies your instinctual nature and destructive impulses. Alternatively, you may be trying to preserve and protect some aspect of yourself. The box may also symbolize your limitations and restrictions. Consider the pun of "being boxed in". To dream that you are opening a box, indicates that you are being revealed something about yourself that were once hidden. It symbolizes self discovery. Consider your feelings as you open the box. If opening the box fills you will fear, you may be uncovering aspects of yourself that cause you to feel anxious.

Snake
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.
*View Dream Bank; "Two Snakes",
Snakes have quite a complicated and varied symbolism. It can suggests feelings of deviousness, self-renewal, or�temptation. In this regard, the overall theme of your dream relates to an�increase in your sexuality or your ambivalence/struggles with sexual issues.

The end of the internet! For real.

2009-05-10T01:09:00.000-07:00

Link: Infowars.com Globalizing the Internet article.

So....

2009-05-09T21:25:00.000-07:00

Comments would probably inspired me to blog/share/give more, so comment you fags!

The future of mobile media and communication.

2009-05-08T20:13:00.000-07:00

The future of mobile media and communication.

Did You Know?: Techonology

2009-05-08T01:59:00.001-07:00

By the year 2030. EVERYTHING you say and do will be recorded... That's got to get your attention. I have a love of youtube. its helping me learn a lot of things I couldn't ever learn without money. I am able to watch college seminars and take courses and tests. Its great that we now live in a world where we can pretty much find the answer to anything. We all want to know what tommorw may bring and the Did You Know videos which are on youtube give us some interesting FACTS and this is the latest one i've seen on Techonology. What do you think?

Young B - Chicken Noodle Soup

2009-05-07T01:51:00.001-07:00

Even tho this came out like the other year, it feels like a oldie throwback... anyways i forgot about this song and its been in heavy rotation this week on my playlist.. Loves it

Listen/DL: Young B Ft Trina - Chicken Noodle Soup
Web Link: Young B Myspace

Love Drug - Me & You (Cassie Cover)

2009-05-07T01:30:00.001-07:00

I am falling in love with Love Drug, especially since i been on a cassie kick and reheating me and you by her.. I recently got my hair redid inspired by her and today her twitter was hacked into and pics of her breasts all over the internet.. I'm glad i'm not famous yet cause i'd be dealing with god knows what has been captured. Whenever i'm tagged on facebook i'm always afraid...

Listen/DL: Love Drug - Me & You (Cassie Cover)
Web Link: Love Drug Twitter
Web Link: Cassie Twitter
Web Link: Love Drug Myspace

M.I.A. & Oprah !

2009-05-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

What could be better? Today M.I.A. was lookin fresh while being snapped with Oprah at TIME's 100 "Most Influential People in the World" Gala at Frederick P. Rose Hall in New York City.

Web Link: M.I.A. Myspace
Web Link: Oprah Twitter

Mp3 Relove!!! 4 Kelis - Trick Me

2009-05-05T19:51:00.001-07:00

Listen/DL: Kelis - Trick Me (Basement Jaxx Remix)
Listen/DL: Kelis - Trick Me
Web Link: Kelis Twitter
Web Link: Kelis Myspace

Photography 'Blossom' Part ?

2009-05-05T19:35:00.000-07:00

So this is the what. 4th post with some pics of blossom? Well if your tired of this shit then luckily for you they are all almost dead, I cant believe were fresh into May and the summer is just really weeks away..

Wallflowered

2009-05-05T19:10:00.000-07:00

On Sunday I was a bit h/oed so the first thing I did in the morning when I woke up at 11 was tote mass facebooked/text a "who wants to breakfast" message. Right away Kandis swooped in through my window and whisked me away to Main st where we tried The Wallflower cafe. We had an amazing breakfast and decided to start a new blog which (we haven't named yet, shoot me some suggestions please!!) and do reviews and try a new place every week at least. It was pretty tasty for sure. Some improvements needed but we'll get into that in our new blog.. I had an amazing spinach salad with grilled halibut and it was amazing. We window shopped and played dress up in the clothing stores both looking for another new favorite thing to wear. We have an appreciation for similar things and even with our different styles we totally compliment each other. I always remember so much of what we do and talk about together because shes one of those people where every moment is unforgettable.

PS: Kandis don't waste the porch! Best breakfasts ever on there! I'll cook!

Kara ok? more like Kara not ok.

2009-05-05T17:43:00.000-07:00

So I been keeping myself more social and more busy then the past (part of this newer me i'm always improving on) and went out on the weekend to do Karaoke. If you saw my last performance you would remember my dance routine which involved crawling up to the audience and sitting on random cute boys laps while singing Amy Winehouse.. This weekend I was going to show my Mariah skills but I went a bit crazy with the beers. I finished 6 beers in about 2 hours while doing shots of jager, The problem with this picture is the shots of jager, I've realized I can no longer do this and function normally. We arrived in 2 taxis and I hit the dance floor right away. After a few cheers from my entourage for my mad dancign skills I got pissed off about something and I just left. When I'm drunk and decide I have a destination pretty much not even a brick wall will stop me from getting there. I had to go home.. I don't remember much after that but I woke up the next morning naked with Mc. Chicken sauce packages all over my pillow.

Like I need more,

2009-05-05T16:38:00.001-07:00

Overflowing closets and an extra rolling rack of clothes just isnt enough so what did I decide to do? Get a job assistant managing value village. Anyone who knows me knows I have not purchased clothing from anywhere other then Value Village in the last 5 years. Good glasses are rare at Value Village so I'll admit some stops at Camouflage, H&M, Aldo, Le Chateau are sometimes necessary for that item. I've been laughed at for applying at value village but do I care? no. I do me and that's the way its always been. I'm glad I still can go home for lunch and I still won't have to purchase an 80$ bus pass. Either way, not only have they offered the highest wage I've ever had, but finally a company with full medical; And on good months management gets something like commission. At least half of each paycheck goes there anyways, so the 50% discount will also help me save more money. I'm not after the money so I need to say this is kinda a small wet dream coming true.

Teairra Mari ft Flo Rida - Cause A Scene

2009-05-05T16:21:00.000-07:00

Teairra Mari Cause a Scene Featuring FloRida

Listen/DL: Teairra Mari - Cause A Scene

Kid Sister - I'll House You

2009-05-04T21:20:00.001-07:00

New Kid Sis! she keeps turning out the tunes. The more the better.

Listen/DL: Kid Sister - I'll House You

The forskin, i mean forcast..

2009-05-04T14:57:00.001-07:00

Thats a mighty big storm cumming our way. make sure you erect your umbrellas if you go out.

BAM! SHAMALAM

2009-05-02T20:09:00.000-07:00

Got ma hair did. I think it makes me look like Brad Pitt, in Seven.... Before he found Gweneths head in the box...... Now all eyes are on me.

Photography - Summer Is Here

2009-05-02T01:40:00.000-07:00

Amazing Sunsets. Warm Days..

I love talking cats. "Twenty Three. Really? Really?"

2009-05-01T21:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at winners I looked at cat books for about an hour.

Techno Viking

2009-05-01T21:54:00.000-07:00

For some odd reason I find him attractive. This scene looks all too familiar. Reminds me of grade 11 and the art gallery and the party that never ended..

Hey Ocean - Fish

2009-05-01T20:28:00.000-07:00

These cool cats are becoming my 2009 soundtrack. I over played, and still over play 'A Song About California'. They seem to be turning out classing songs that never get old and end up surviving the best of playlists. Not only do they make fantastic music, they are from VANCOUVER so you know we gotta share it with ya.. With the amazing weather we've been blessed with I cant help but play their summery jazzy influenced songs. Fish is my new favorite so I had to share it with you.. Remember our rules regarding the listening links.

Listen: Hey Ocean! - A Song About California
Listen: Hey Ocean! - Fish
Web Link: Hey Ocean! Myspace

Photography - My Neighbour Hood, East Vancouver

2009-05-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

So I live in a pretty nice area considering the rent costs. In the past years the local community has been renamed to Hastings Sunrise and have been developing for a while now. New 2 nice apartments with storefront bottoms are almost complete and it will be exciting to see what will be opening up next. I had the last couple days off and here are some photos of my neighborhood I took while going from here to there.

Food shortage..
	I am not worried about a future food shortage.
	I think there will be a food shortage.
	I dont want to think that far ahead.
	A food shortage is impossible.